Friday, June 27, 2008

Sleeplessness and Tiresome

My head is throbbing with pain caused by just 3 hrs of sleep due to over work. I just want to cry right now. Not because of weakness but because of rage. I want to shout and knock somebody out so I can ease the anger but I really don’t want to be put in jail just because I had little sleep.

I just want to carry my bags and leave this fucking room. I want to go home where I can have peace and sleep. But no, I can’t, not if I want to lose my job. Well maybe I want to lose my job but I don’t want them to get rid of me. I want to be the one to get rid of them.

Heavy breathing… that’s just what I do…. I need to breathe air so I won’t pass out. I’M FUCKING TIRED!!! Isn’t 9 hours of work enough for you people? WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU TRYING TO DO?? I didn’t sign up to work in a sweat shop for crying out loud!

Dialled his number… didn’t pick up. Phone vibrating… Tears run down my face… I’m tired. I wanted him to hear it because he will understand. Sobbing…

I need a break… a long break…

-asstah

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